12:59 p.m. - Oct. 19, 2002
FUCK
Okay I am completely FUCKED UP. I swear if I cry anymore I am gonna dehydrate. How is it possible that someone can inflict so much pain on another without any physical contact??? I DO NOT understand. I tell him I need him to go away and he will NOT stop trying to talk to me. I NEED HIM TO GO AWAY......GOD MAKE IT STOP NOW!!!!!
Ill be okay..i just needed to vent. Gonna turn on some power music and get over it..maybe a beer??
