11:21 a.m. - Dec. 14, 2002
Since that day we have been writing back and forth non stop. He has opened up to me and I have to him. I know I have said it before about other guys but WOW....He is kind, smart, funny, thoughtful, NOT CREEPY, likes beer ...I asked him what was wrong with him and other than that he is 1/2 way across the country and going into the army in Feb I cant find anything wrong...D tells me not to look a gift horse in the mouth so I am not.
Ever felt things happen for a reason...this dude came outta NO WHERE...wasnt a chat room, personal ad, or hook up thru a discussion forum.
So here is the deal....I am gonna take the brass ring on this one....no nasty talk ....handle things differently...see what happens. I know the fact that he is far away is hard ...and seems rediculous...but let me just say this...When you aint got nothing what have you got to lose?
Maybe I am supposed to get one last chance at this...maybe he is what I am supposed to have been waiting for, the reason I havent found Mr. Right yet...maybe not...dont know if I dont try right?
Keep your fingers crossed.........