12:41 p.m. - Dec. 15, 2002
He is a dreamboat....This cant be real. it hasta be a bad joke on me..Nothing can be this good....esp to me. I am smiling all the time when I am talking to him.
I am just amazed that someone like him just came outta no where....whats up with that?
I was up til 3 am on the net with our cams on talking and staring at each other. Holy crap....I NEVER stay up that late and my back is a wreck. I waned to touch him so bad. Now i can understand me being sappy if I was wasted but I WAS SOBER.
So here is the gig....I am gonna stick with what I said earlier....I am gonna make this right and see what happens. I kinda like him...and I would like to see what develops. *sigh*
Fate has a funny way of dealing cards....or is this something I did?