5:37 a.m. - August 01, 2003
CK and My Happy Life
He showed...Late but he did. Late is nothing unusual tho. He never came over before 9 really anyways.
It was like we never had the fight. I can live with him as my friend as long as he is in my life in some form. Its is supposed to be I sincerely think. We are supposed to be involved somehow. Maybe not lovers, maybe just friends. But I can tell ya this much, however it is ...it fits. here is some lyrics for him:
I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away
I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone
to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes
I'd take you away
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares
I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me
hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares
All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone
We watched tube for a couple of hours laid on the bed and laughed. Did alot of catching up. And when he left the hug was so intense neither one of us wanted to let go. I was the first to pull away.
Cyclops and Chili Pepper both think he is a player. My other friends dont like him. Gotta be a reason? Prolly. BUT...I dont think they see what I do. I am seriously still not going to expect anything from him at all. I am gonna go on dating and hanging and doin my thing. I think its best that way.
TGIF...I forgot to say that. May do car therapy tonight unless I get a really good offer. ROLFMAO...RIIIIGGGHHHHHHTTTT!!!!!!!!!
Work on Brakes tonight and wash and wax tomorrow....I wanna do the car thing at Fudruckers on El Toro on Tuesday next week.
Oh did I mention I gave Eric walking papers? He is a good guy with a great heart. I just wasnt ready for all that. I told him we could talk and hang out some but like I said before too much too quick.
I have a happy life...Its good to be me...come take a ride with me...you'll never forget it.
