5:41 a.m. - March 31, 2004
So I gotta turn this around and make it all better...and also let Jeff know I want him around but I want him to take care of his unfinished business too. I guess in a way I needed to miss him and that wasnt happening...
In a way too I know I dont wanna be married and that might be a bad thing for him at least. He wants to be and it isnt my thing. He doesnt have any friends like I do and that makes it hard too cuz he wants to go out with me all the time...I can understand how he feels cuz the things with the Jew were the same way. Now the shoe is on the other foot.
I realized I also miss SJ and the gang big time. I gotta change that.
Being a lemming hasnt been that bad this week (but its only wednesday...).
We shall see how the rest of the week goes eh?