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1:47 p.m. - February 01, 2005 Will this "winter mix" ever end? Its cold and dreary outside. I feel like I am in the middle of Alaska where it doesnt get light for months. I feel a bit better today. I have decided I am gonna eliminate Brandy all together. Lindsay and I are going to make a master plan to move back to cali...the new motto.."If One Goes...We BOTH Go" I may see Jeremy tonight and that is GREAT. It would sure make me feel better ya know? I sat at Craigs last night with him and Cesar talking trash and figgering out what is wrong with me...I guess I dont come across as easy or something...so guys are scared of me? I am thinking maybe thats a good thing cuz I dont want no fuckin WHIP. Well anyways if I dont go out tonight I am gonna do some spiritual shit and take a bath. On the gross side of the fence I need to mention ..I went in russ' room to put up his bird last night and there was a big bottle of ASTRO GLIDE on his desk. I know he beats off but fuckin GROSS!!!! I really didnt need to see THAT shit. I mean i prolly masturbate more than anyone but I dont leave my paraphenalia out all over for the world to see. Maybe I need to. Okay on that note I am putting my vibrator in my purse and heading out...Okay Im kidding about that but seriously.... Peace Fuckers!
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