4:32 a.m. - July 9, 2003
Havent heard from him all weekend. And he hasnt been online...He was on my mind (when is he not) but I figgered he was "dealing" with what ever in his way of dealing and/or was busy. I was 1/2 wrong...bad weekend and now he is in Michigan on business. We had a good talk I told him about my car issue...brake drama and bodily injury...he apologized for not checking on me and we both admitted that we miss each other (in a wierd anti-relationship way). Like I said the talk was good and the feeling was good. His little bro comes in town to visit him Thursday for a week...but when he leaves I think we may Haus of Pizza it and chill. Its all good. I do miss him, as much as the tribe hates it I do.
So thats reason number one why I couldn't sleep anymore...
Remember back a loooong while ago and I had mentioned "flounder"? Got an email from him yesterday evening. He is very sporatic with the emails. Maybe his job? Maybe he has a girlfriend? Who the hell knows...But he asked me out for this weekend. Sunday to be exact. I said yes for now. The prollem is that I think if things go well with Scuba I may need a recovery day (Saturday) and Sunday I dont think Ill wanna go out on another date. In all honesty, the way this guy is...I wont hear from him again til way after the fact. NO BIG. I really was thinking about cancelling anyway I dont think I am really into it. PLUS I dont like losing my whole weekend. I dont mind one date but two? And I do need me time also. TWITCH TWITCH
So the date with Scuba...number two why I couldn't sleep anymore.
Goin to see Z God today...Get Sassy's car and pick up my hubs...Sass and the "filing" issue was on my mind.
Reason number three why I couldn't sleep anymore.
Here are reasons 4,5,6 & 7 why I couldnt sleep
I need to mail a couple of bills and I am outta stamps so I gotta stop and do that.
I need to put gas in my car (hate doing that).
Its Hamster Dance's birthday at work ...gotta get a card...
Have a few emails to send...
Should I keep going? Naw I think you get the picture.
(you know what I am talking about dontcha John???)
So it is Hump day or in Vic-speak speed bump day and tomorrow is Goat Day. I am trying to not drink so much and I am feeling way fat or heavy. yea heavy makes more sense...would like to shed a few before the Oklahoma jaunt.
I am going straight from work to pick up Sass at the Elephant Bar then we are going to get her car and my hubs. Everytime we go to Z Gods we end up staying for a wretchedly long time. I hope it doesnt end up being like that tonight. It was discussed to go on a "tour" in the new Z but it is debateable. I will need to get home at a decent hour. So I am gonna send a few early morning "get the hell up and have a nice day" emails...So I will catch ya on the flip side (thats old radio speak for see ya later...)